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[sid] => 156101
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[aid] => mick
[title] => December thoughts
[time] => 2009-12-20 10:09:40
[hometext] => December thoughts
[bodytext] => These days i am so sad AND I AM ASHAMED TO TELL IT ANYBODY AND I KNOW THERE IS NO BODY I CAN TELL THE DISTANCES I HAVE MADE HAVE BECOME SO LARGE THE PEOPLE I WANTED TO GO AWAY SEEN TO FINALLY LEFT NOW I LIVE WITH THE ONLY PERSON THAT LIVES INSIDE ME WE LIVE IN AN EMPTY ROOM AND LOOK AT EACH OTHER DAILY OUR FACES ARE HAVE NO EXPRESSIONS AND WE DONT SPEAK I USE TO FEEL EMPTY INSIDE WHEN I WAS WITH PEOPLE NOW I HAVE THIS HEAVY THING ALL INSIDE ME NOW I HAVE STARTED HAVING THE BEST TIME AS MY SLEEP WHEN THERE IS NO VOICE NO THOUGHT AND IM PARTIALY DEAD WHEN I WOKE UP I TRY TO REMEMBER VAVID DREAMS OF FORGOTTEN FACES DO I LIVE ION A WORLD OF GLASS DO I LIVE A REAL LIFE ITS BEEN SO MUCH TIME I HAVENT HEARD A HEART BEAT I SEE FACES THAT LOOK AT ME FOR A SECOND AND MOE AGAIN I WANT TO OPEN THE WINDOW AND BREATH FRESH AIR INSIDE ME AGAIN I WANTED TO SEE FREE .. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 119 [topic] => 61 [informant] => loveandhate [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 1 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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