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[sid] => 155300
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Shallow Abandonment
[time] => 2009-11-23 19:44:16
[hometext] => dark, sad, depressed, love, hate, lost
[bodytext] => Water so deep can’t touch the ground So far away I won’t be found I close my eyes and float away When will I stop? I cannot say I cannot sleep I’m in too deep I’ve gone too far Blood thick as tar I gave up now and it’s too late Too far now I’m past a clean slate I’m scared; I’m hurt and full of shame It’s my mistake I’m one to blame I felt there was no other way Now here I bleed on my last day I let it get the best of me For here I can no longer be Glimmering lights all in my head Is this what it’s like to be dead? My rapid breaths begin to slow My life, I have nothing to show Blackened clouds begin to pour Eyes roll back I see no more Crystal ball says there’s no future Wound’s too deep I cannot suture So many lies where is the truth? Please help me now I need a sleuth What is it that I’ve become? Fallen victim to this slum Who am I but my worst foe Mangled hands are all I know Fit so tight around my throat Bruises covered by my coat Against my head I press the gun Pull the trigger, for I am done [comments] => 0 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 13 [informant] => xnickix7 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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