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[sid] => 15530
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => no title
[time] => 2003-04-04 09:05:00
[hometext] => this poem is weird. like its about this person that kills themself for like no reason and then theyre up in heaven or whatever and they are watching their mom and dad say stuff like *finally, now we can be alone*, and just being all happy about the person dying. and their family fought alot, and the person just remembers all the bad things in their life and they realize they really did have a reason to commit suicide.
[bodytext] => I killed myself today,
just to see what everyone would say. I thought they all would miss me, I thought they all would care. I thought they all would cry and mourn and wish that I was there. I looked down from my final resting spot, I saw my mom and dad in bed. Happy I wasn't in their house anymore, Happy I was dead. I remembered all those nights we had, all those fights we had. I remembered how alone I was, how very alone I was. I remembered sitting in my room by myself, crying by myself. I remembered why I killed myself, why I shot myself. I remembered all the times I cried, I remembered all the times I wish i died. I remembered all the nightmares I had instead of all the dreams. I remembered all the yelling, I remembered all the screams. I hated my life, I wanted to die. it's all so ***** clear to me now, and I am so happy i killed myself now. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 156 [topic] => 36 [informant] => sublime_suicide [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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