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[sid] => 155173
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => DEAR MOM.....
[time] => 2009-11-19 22:38:25
[hometext] => really emotional... really personal!
[bodytext] => dear mom im mad at you because you left when we really needed you!! dear mom im mad at you because you didn't care what you leaving did to us!! dear mom im angry because you don't understand how long we waited for you! dear mom im angry because i cried myself to sleep sometimes wanting you so bad! dear mom i'm upset because you failed us! dear mom im upset because you don't know what we've been through!!! dear mom im sad that you missed everything!! dear mom im sad because i love you and miss you soo much and you will never know! and most of all im and sooo hurt that you left without saying good bye!! how could you do that to us! do you even know what that did to us! im soo scared to have any kind of connection or attachment to people! i can't even open up to my own husband! the only thing that comforts me is knowing that i will never be you!!! i will never hurt my kids soo deep that it never goes away! even tho i am soo hurt and mad and angry and upset i still love you! damn it! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 280 [topic] => 48 [informant] => eternityandaday4u [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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