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[sid] => 154300
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Caught Myself
[time] => 2009-10-21 10:39:28
[hometext] => Have you ever felt yourself like Judas after betrayal, even if this betrayal connected with new faze of your life, necessity of changes.
[bodytext] => The broken mirror, glasses on the floor, Blood on my hands, scars on my soul, As I just broke down my own reflection. It's too little too bad, an absurd situation, I'm outta my mind, but I gotta catch myself For things that happened never repeat again. I made a big mistake, and I see it clear, Gave my all and got burned, my dear, I've done enough to come to hate myself, For losing it all and never being the same again. I know, this love will not repeat again, Broken up inside, I gotta catch myself, I hate myself for the things I didn't say, For losing you forever and drowning my soul in pain. Who was that girl in the broken mirror? I guess, the one who you wanted me to be I broke her up, and now the picture getting clearer: That girl as I see in pieces was real me. Tell me how I could become a girl like that Able to betray, able to break my lover's heart? I made a big mistake, and I see it clear, Gave my all and got burned, my dear, I've done enough to come to hate myself, For losing it all and never being the same again. I know, this love will not repeat again, Broken up inside, I gotta catch myself, I hate myself for the things I didn't say, For losing you forever and drowning my soul in pain. How could it happen to me? I've never been a girl like this. Aspiration to be strong made me selfish, Ruined my soul, but now I caught myself. I made a big mistake, and I see it clear, Gave my all and got burned, my dear, I've done enough to come to hate myself, For losing it all and never being the same again. I know, this love will not repeat again, Broken up inside, I gotta catch myself, I hate myself for the things I didn't say, For losing you forever and drowning my soul in pain. Probably, Judas - that's my second name... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Alexa_Bachtel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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