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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Brink
[time] => 2009-10-02 18:45:22
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[bodytext] => The Brink Today I find myself standing at the brink Before I move I must stop and think It is not something I have well as of late To take that moment and just wait Across the gap I see where I want to be For years it has burned in the very depths of me Obstacles have always stood in the way Promises and obligations left for another day Before I take that step I look back to find All of those who have tried to steer my mind Giving due time to reflect on each But completely missing the lessons they are to teach Turning back I take my next step and fall I never gave it any thought at all Rushing to the very pits of Hell It is a place that will do me well I know exactly why I am here Not making things right is now my fear God let me have a moment with your ear All I have ever asked for them is smiles not a tear As I have not questioned your words in the past I thought your gift would forever last But with it I had to force my own hand And I found that on my own I could not stand Tonight God, I beg for your unconditional release Let this existence end and the tortured live in peace Before you have brought me to the front of Heaven’s door To make it through is not an option any more While the world is dark and quietly asleep Into the depths of Hell let my soul creep As the morning mist fades and the sun warms the Earth Let those left behind start fresh again like a rebirth Deadwriter 10/01/2009 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deadwriter [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 2 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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