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[aid] => mick
[title] => the shadow
[time] => 2009-09-26 21:55:58
[hometext] => Shadow
[bodytext] => it all went wrong one day. tradgedies came forth neverending. Hit me like a ton of bricks. the death of one and a suicide of another. is the reason why i hold this knife close to protect and to self inflict while they judge from their emotionally scarred brain. i am on my own, i have always been on my own. they laugh as this disease manifests into the very pit of my being my sanity fades like the slaughtered remains of humanity like the faint eyes of the undead Why do i constantly ask myself. is this a nightmare? no, this is me i was never prepared for this losing my mind each and every day my remorse taken with it thats why i am the way i am. these pills make me numb of the sick twisted world around me i used to wear my heart on my sleeve but no one seemed to care paranoia seems to be my only friend exept comfort it fills me with anxiety i'm not going to waste my time with false interpretations i'll just focus on death and destination i am void of emotions i am the shadow in which you step on i am the dirt beneath your feet the pawn in this game of chess i am no one to anyone i am but an atom of the evil waiting to be released once more in your nightmare evil in a bottle waiting to be resurrected to take my revenge. who am i you ask? i am....no one. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 134 [topic] => 43 [informant] => bryanescapeartist [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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