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[sid] => 153633
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => the reason my nickname is always ((hetler))
[time] => 2009-09-26 13:24:51
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => yo ...u all wonder and ask why my nickname is always hetler but u haven't thought what wondering about could be better how about the i cry every night the reason reason i dont smile the reason i sit alone why in my eyes there is no light oh nothing is wrong ..am just on a happiness dite the reason i call my self hetler u say? well cuz as everyone hates him all of u too hate me too hey ! with my emotions dont dough people with my heart play they take it ,put it on a cold dark stone and then slay every try i do to get better fails and goes with the wind away failure breaks and brings down believe me ....it crashes my dreams everyday on my bed i lay n think of about all my life think of my dad which broke my life apart to pieces and then left away how am i supposed to call him dad ? even hw can i ? even there far away....he does his best to me betray is that a reason to smile and feel happy ! each time i hear his name i dismay ya i hate him now i just survey what can i do change all this ? am tired of being what u want me to be i lost my confidence n when i wanted to get back to who i am i didnt find my old self the old me is dead and gone away u look at my face u see no smile .. u just see traces of tears that i just wiped u look at my face ...and yeah its gray n rather u help me ....u just pick a colorig spray and my face with your yelling and anger u spray is that how your helping me ? is that how your gonna help me get over my problems ? how your gonna make me smile !? is that the WAY ? no its not ! hey dont go ! STAY ! at least for me pray maybe it wont stop all this but my suicide it would delay just cuz that someone cares me u aren't expected to obey but least give me a hug today ! cuz tomorrow am not sure i can handle it more ,,bt cuz u care i may :) p.s: no nobody really cares ... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 61 [informant] => hetlerkh [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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