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[sid] => 153577
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Lonely Rainy Days
[time] => 2009-09-23 23:11:33
[hometext] => As you can see most of what i write is emotional(who i am,who i will be)
[bodytext] => Rain pouring from the clouds as if it is endless. Time is standing still. This feeling I'm feeling,I fight with all my will every night.This rain isn't helping it causes more pain. No one to turn to,GOD I'm not done with life yet.Am I going insane? Never would I have dreamed that beside me in my bed with rain,sweet rain pouring down. I am alone in my bed not in my head. Sex is nothing compared to a simple hug from someone you love. Been alone to long,sons are grown and gone and Mom's alone at home. As i sit here writing,tears fall down my face. Reality hits me,I chose to be by myself along time ago.Yet this ache in my heart is so hard to shake.Why me I ask.Seven years is way to long for a woman to be alone. Friends,men friends,I have plenty.I'm way to strong to want their pity. I'm Kathy the one who smiles through the pain. They never know whats going on in my soul. All they see is a smile coming from me. I carry the pain and heartache of the world on my shoulders until it smolders and smolders. Until I feel like I'm going to die,I have to find a place to cry. Give me the patience to wait for the one,the one who will accept my sons.Who will be beside me when I awake to that sweet rainy day. Who will hug and love me just the way I am today. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 48 [informant] => KathyT [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 2 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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