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[sid] => 153435
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Time to change
[time] => 2009-09-20 05:03:54
[hometext] => ...this is just a thought that came up to me as I saw a couple of drunk guys speeding on the high way........
[bodytext] => An accident nearly tore my neck from my head. An accident that should have never happened. Had too much to drink and just had to drive intoxicated. Now I am paying a life sentence. Let me tell you the pain I feel laying on my back with screws in my skull. The doctor said it's called a traction to align my spine. I need to lay in this position for 3 months. On my back,can't move my neck...... you should see my car,a wreck. And my brother,dead His wife,dead. My pregnant fiancé? .....dead...... I am the only survivor.... A drunken driver. Everything I was living for .......gone.......... My unborn child? A face I will never see. Why am I still living? I had life seconds before my car crashed into a truck. Now,with any luck,I may not ever walk again. Lost my family. I am responsible for so many lives lost. I live with death on my mind constantly. I am in traction, I have to straighten my life, I still have a chance........ because this much pain can't be for nothing. Can't even commit suicide.... Stuck in this position for 3 months. .........so much time to change. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 134 [topic] => 21 [informant] => LadyRose [notes] => Corrected spelling as requested Moderator_18 September 20, 2009 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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