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[sid] => 153227
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[aid] => mick
[title] => sick n tired......i'll smile n die
[time] => 2009-09-14 18:29:28
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[bodytext] => am sick of cryin this is like a routine my pillow is hiding i dont knw where she's been she is always wet she is always rod cuz am for her a cry machine that pillow i always strugle n hit imaging her as my dad no surprise her job she wanna quit and when am upset depressed or sad i keep cryin till no more tears in it fit am tired of tryin to mend my heart n to feel some joy am lookin ahead but i cant see a thing ... those lies me destroy devil will me employ i am becomin his toy everyone stepped over me ...everyone left me .. am alone am on my own what do u expect from me ? am just a boy i cant handle all this at me u just know hw to yell and to my will destroy now after i quited cryin u look at my face yeah.... am smilin am smilin with a broken heart a broken heart....missin a part with a steppd on dignety with no pride no respect no love no family shattred and wrecked am smilin and am lonely but on the mirror my reflect is not perfect the smile isnt there ... cuz its the mirror of reality whts the solution ? the mirror we break ! (no one did object) why did this life me select to suffer all this ... to on me try the ((never happy test)) get away from me ! u i dont wanna infect after all this ... tryin to help .. i just say : can i now my heart's pieces collect ?? YEAH ,,,u just broke my heart more !!! , wht did u expect !!? am sick of cryin tired of tryin yeah !,,,,am smilin bt inside am dying there is a smile on my face ..bt deep inside my heart is breaking .. are u happy now ? am nt cryin am nt hidin am sittin between u people am smilin insted of gettin it out inside now i grow anger n hate maybe someday i will blow up and a mess creat but how cares ?? am smiling ! Am smiling ! cant u see the smile ? its as wide as a mile and as long as the nile is it worthwhile ? inside tears am keepin...i have a pile to keep hate n anger indside is nw ma style now ...open my file read it ...n think for awhile 911 dial tell them u have the hostile u have the hater !! i will just hate u more i will can hate u less if u with my mind more dont mess [comments] => 2 [counter] => 215 [topic] => 32 [informant] => hetlerkh [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 1 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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