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[sid] => 153206
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => WASTED TIME
[time] => 2009-09-14 07:35:20
[hometext] => THIS IS A POEM THAT IS BASED ON MY OWN PERSONAL LIFE INVOLING MY PAST, PRESENT, AND HOPES FOR THE FUTURE!
[bodytext] => The time that ive wasted is my biggest regret, I spent in places where ill never forget: just sitten, and thanking about the things ive done, The crying, laughing, the hurt, and the fun: Now its just me and my hard-driven guilt, Behind my walls of emptyness i had allowed to be built: Im tired, and traped in my body just waiten to run, To go back to my childhood with just the laughter and fun: But the chase is over& theres no place to hide, Everything is gone including my pride: With reality stareing me right in the face, Im scared, alone, and stuck in this place: With memories of the past flashing through my head, And the pain is caused by the tears that ive shead: I ask myself why& where i went wronge, I guess i was week when i should of been stronge: Liveing for the drugs,and lies, and all of the wrongs that ive done, Allonge with all the stuped stuff i did just to have fun: My feelings are lost & afrade to be shown as i look into my past,its easy just to see, All of the fear i have being affrade of only me: I pretended to be rugged, so fast & so cool, When actually i was lost and actted & looked like a fool ; Im getting to old for this tiresum game, Of acting hard with no sence of shame: Its time that i change and get on with my life, Fafilling my dreams with all 7 of my children, and setteling down with my man and becomeing his loveing wife: What my future will hold i realy dont know, But i guess all of the years ive wasted are starting to show: So ill contenue to live for that day ill get a new start, With all of my hopes and derams i hold inside fo my heart: I pray&hope that i can make it, i at lease half to try, Because im heading towards death now, in deep down inside I DONT WANT TO DIE!!!! [comments] => 0 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 21 [informant] => 1nonly559pr1ncess5150 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 1 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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