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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Real Me
[time] => 2009-09-03 16:17:30
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[bodytext] => In Silence I stay for I know, that if my feelings I reveal for certain the real me would show What’s wrong with showing the real me Why am I so afraid of what others will see A fear that no one will like me for who I really am How could they, when I myself don’t understand So I will continue to dissemble And keep the façade going For it’s gone on so long that I don’t even know what I'm doing I've changed, maneuvered and camouflaged my life so well That I myself the real me can No longer tell But as I think back on when I was really who I was meant to be I sit here so confused because I can’t remember, I can’t see See the time when I actually knew who I was I try and try but its like my whole life was a blur When will I know for sure What and who will I be at the end The end of all the this not knowing And playing pretend God I can only call out to you for help Please Lord help me find me Help me find my true self. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 48 [informant] => vr2776 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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