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[aid] => mick
[title] => Past, Present and Future
[time] => 2009-08-12 07:22:24
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[bodytext] => My past is so clear, I can vividly see All the wrongs and bad decisions which have come to define me Things that no one will ever know And things only some do Things I would be afraid to show Things that I'm not sure how I made it through Shame, guilt and depression, Thoughts of unforgiveness,, Suicide and pain To a Doctor I'd sit and talk But for me, it was only a game This was my past and though much for me now has changed I'm not who I was back then And I know there's alot Thats no longer the same Which brings me to the present which is blurry and still not very clear Today, where what I thought was so certain Now fills me with doubts and sadly even fear When once I thought I was doing everything so right I wonder now how things can go so wrong It says be careful if you think you are stable Because you will learn you are not so strong I continue to make decisions that are shaping, my future to be A future that's uncertain A future I can't even see No one can see their future This is what will be said But based on how you live your life An idea of what's to come, Can be easily be read But not for me because i'm still lost in my present Not sure of which way I should go I walk in fear and anxiety Even with all the things that I know I war with doing what is right And with doing what I want It's this very thing which makes my past, visit and haunt So here I stand, still seeing my past so vividly and clear My present,that's blurry, filled with doubt and filled with fear And to a future that's not planned And is no where in sight I must look to something higher than I For this is a battle I alone cannot fight [comments] => 1 [counter] => 223 [topic] => 44 [informant] => VR2776 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Nostalgic )
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