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[aid] => mick
[title] => Fear
[time] => 2009-08-01 04:08:08
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[bodytext] => The cycle starts again, love to hate, and peace to war Will I let it continue, or have I truly won the war? Took down my life 3 years ago, a drive by mind**** Weeded out the impostors, and by some sheer luck Escaped out to the Rockies, while I healed and found me and I tore myself down, cleared my soul so I could see Family and friends, and stability, appear to be back in my life But have I truly learned, will I lose it again, and take out that dreaded knife And carve myself up, a burnt out remain And destroy once again, and go back insane? These are the fears that hide inside Behind the confidence, and newly found pride The duality of self, zen apprentice or war monger Fear builder, destroyer, or suicide bomber Let the thoughts stay onto this page And work through the setbacks, the scars and the rage Let worries, insecurities, any drama stay here Where it’s controlled chaos, the release of my fear By writing it out, I direct all the strife…. ….With my hand on the pen, of the grenade called my life [comments] => 1 [counter] => 208 [topic] => 48 [informant] => darkscorpio [notes] => Edited for content Moderator_18 August 1, 2009 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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