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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Watching
[time] => 2003-03-29 16:45:00
[hometext] => 20/20 hindsight through the dark shades of sorrow. wow. that was all poetic and stuff.
[bodytext] => watching the man who took my place
in your eyes, your heart, and your life watching the man who possesses my treasures my son and my wife watching you study him, so lovingly you seem so happy now the three of you, a picturesque family everything seems perfect somehow but, where i am, perfection is scarce suffocating misery abounds trapped by visions of the love that i lost baneful memories surround watching you curl up next to him holding him tight as you sleep tears fill my eyes, as my memory screams and dies drowned in your love for him, so deep my son now calls him daddy he does not remember me the new man, this ***** superman a better father than i could ever be so bitter now, so full of hate and, in the end, so goddamned alone i could point my finger til hell's flames expire truth is, the blame is my own i wish i could kiss you, one last time wish i could feel the peace that you do i wish i hadn't killed myself, wish i were the one sleeping, smiling, next to you [comments] => 2 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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