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[sid] => 151541
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Good-night
[time] => 2009-07-17 09:48:25
[hometext] => Comments welcomed..
[bodytext] => When it's late, when there is no light. I can see more clearly, what's really inside. Behind the mask, with my smile painted on, I see the bare me, the real me that's all. I told myself not to hate, I sweared not to cry, but I can't do it really, though I tried, I tried. I thought I was ready to fight the internal war, but I had no strength to pull the trigger, only the strength to fall. I can't keep telling myself to be strong, when I know well I can't be, and I don't care to even wait, for someone to listen, someone to help me. "I have lost myself for good." I'm reminded every night. Nobody can kill me now, for I'm already dead inside. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 143 [topic] => 32 [informant] => audaudaud [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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