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[aid] => mick
[title] => The building of my hapiness
[time] => 2009-07-13 09:22:47
[hometext] => Its about a girl that is hurting
[bodytext] => The building of my hapiness has lost most of its foundation. I am tired of speaking out for others, and no one saying a word for me. Its like am invisible, or i dont matter. I am at the decision making age of my life, the time to mingle, have fun and explore the world. Yet i feel socially immature, and mentally paranoid. I am now used to heartbreaks and dissapoinments, But the keys on the piano never dissapoint me, my joy refills itself automatically when i hear each note. I claim a few friends, but can proof a real friend. I cant just try and be happy, when i now its not a hapiness from within. I need a moment to myself. The buidling of my hapiness is, soaked with tears. Tears i wish i never had to cry. All i want is peace, joy and flow. I want confidence. Its nerve racking walking between boys or girls my age mates, I feel i dont belong, Not that i want to belong. I never get invited for parties, Its like no one thinks of me. People know me for long, and always back away, thats why i dont have an eye for boys, i assume they will leave me too early. Is it my innocence, or my timidity? I dont know. But what i do know is that , nothing beats having a family, that cares about you. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 32 [informant] => funmi [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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