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[sid] => 151436
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Cruel to be You
[time] => 2009-07-12 05:50:44
[hometext] => What happens when you realise the world wants you to be alone?
[bodytext] => For once I don't think, I can convey my hurt into words. The pain is deep within, The feeling one I swore I never wanted to feel again. I've battled through my life, For awhile it seemed death followed me. Ones I loved passed out of sight, Their memory all I have left. Then the hurting continued, This time I was the one who controlled it. The satisfaction from knowing for just a small time, I alone was the cause of the pain. But even through all of this I had hope, I thought I'd have you as support. I counted on you for my joy, Looked up to you for some of my happiness. Now I realise who I am didn't mean anything, You were happy to let it all go. I still don't know the reason, You refuse to say a word. Now all I have is my silence, Others followed suit and I am alone. Nobody wants to be lonely, And you wished this on me. For awhile it seemed death followed me, Oh how I wish it would come back. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 75 [informant] => unforgiven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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