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[sid] => 151305
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The Loss Of You Life
[time] => 2009-07-06 08:30:46
[hometext] => R.I.P. mommy <3 9/23/54~7/1/08
[bodytext] => ~if you could come back again just once so i can ask you a question was it worth your death to continue smoking cigarettes? ~you were diagnosed and received your surgery when i saw you weak, i fought myself from crying it was only a year later, you'd be gone the cancer came back and was too strong ~and now i'm broken from within time won't take away the burning sting that erupts my tears cause you're not here to give any guidance ~whats worse is you had that second chance one last chance to quit, but you didnt i guess its that powerful of an addiction and i'll never believe anyone who'll say they'll stop ~i've heard that promise so many damn times they'll never be able to drop what controls their minds your eyes are shut tight underneath starry night skies my mind will never mend from the loss of your life ~how am i supposed to feel when the one who brought me into this world has disappeared? this burning sting has broken me into nothing a gaping numbness ~i look at the red light blinking on top of mt beacon with the little star to the left and i know you were following me home tonight again ~this small city is beautiful in some ways but the streets have become haunted with your face at the places you've been that you can never see again ~im gonna miss this town i grew up in but its not the same with you buried in it i really gotta leave this behind and start a new life ~i gotta get away to a new place cause if i dont, i'll die alive your eyes are shut tight underneath starry night skies my mind will never mend from the loss of your life [comments] => 1 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 39 [informant] => gayla [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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