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[sid] => 150814
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => THE FINAL GOODBYE: A NOTE
[time] => 2009-06-18 03:04:18
[hometext] => a suicide note in poetry form
[bodytext] => I'M SORRY YOU GUYS FOR LEAVING THIS WAY BUT I KNEW IN MY HEART I COULDN'T LIVE ANOTHER DAY. THE DARKNESS SEEMED LIKE TO MUCH OF A TEMPTATION AND I COULDN'T STAND THE ALIENATION. ALIENATION......THAT'S SUCH A HARSH WORD TO USE BUT I'M ONLY EXPRESSING WHAT ARE MY VIEWS. DAD, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER OUR FATHER-DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP NOTHING CAN SEVER. MOM, I'M SORRY FOR BEING DISRESPECTFUL TO YOU BUT JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU TO. TO MY SISTERS, WHAT CAN I SAY BUT TO THINK OF THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD EACH AND EVERYDAY. FINALLY, PLEASE PLEASE DON'T BLAME YOURSELF FOR THIS AT ALL IT'S MY FAULT FOR ERECTING THIS COLD FRIGID WALL. IT HELPED ME DEAL WITH ALL THIS HURT INSIDE, BUT IT MADE ME SO DEPRESSED I CRIED AND CRIED. I CRIED EVERYDAY FOR WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN BEFORE BUT THAT'S ALL IN THE PAST NOW, IT EXISTS NO MORE. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 186 [topic] => 75 [informant] => JAMIEAG27 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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