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Array ( [sid] => 150481 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => i blame you [time] => 2009-06-04 23:24:08 [hometext] => sexual, abuse, hard, times, drinking,trust [bodytext] =>
I blame you

For my screw ups,

The late night drinks.



I blame you

For being the reason why im so scared.

Scared of commitment

Scared to find true love

Scared to be touched by anyone else.



I blame you

For screwing up my life

You're the reason why I am who I am today.

The reason why I don't talk to adults

The reason why I cant get close to anyone.



You touched me in a way I didnt like,

In a way that made me scared.



The worst part is

I don't remember who you are.

I cant remember excalty what you did.

Just horrible flash backs

I cant see your face.

Only your hand on my leg.



You're the reason why

my life is a nightmare.



Because of you

I can not trust.

I can not walk down a dark street alone

With out thinking the worst is going to happen.



Because of you

Because of what you did

I am now living in my own world of hell.
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i blame you

Contributed by kayyjayy on Thursday, 4th June 2009 @ 11:24:08 PM in AEST
Topic: secrets




I blame you

For my screw ups,

The late night drinks.



I blame you

For being the reason why im so scared.

Scared of commitment

Scared to find true love

Scared to be touched by anyone else.



I blame you

For screwing up my life

You're the reason why I am who I am today.

The reason why I don't talk to adults

The reason why I cant get close to anyone.



You touched me in a way I didnt like,

In a way that made me scared.



The worst part is

I don't remember who you are.

I cant remember excalty what you did.

Just horrible flash backs

I cant see your face.

Only your hand on my leg.



You're the reason why

my life is a nightmare.



Because of you

I can not trust.

I can not walk down a dark street alone

With out thinking the worst is going to happen.



Because of you

Because of what you did

I am now living in my own world of hell.




Copyright © kayyjayy ... [ 2009-06-04 23:24:08]
(Date/Time posted on site)





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Re: i blame you (User Rating: 1 )
by Inevitable on Friday, 5th June 2009 @ 09:16:37 AM AEST
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This was a good write although it was sad. I am sorry that there is so much trauma in the world and it feels like you are the only one. The worst part is knowing that you are not but never feeling it. Get better.


Re: i blame you (User Rating: 1 )
by Jenni_K on Friday, 5th June 2009 @ 02:04:19 PM AEST
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A rather tormenting write but very well written. I am sorry you had to endure this. I pray for your recovery...
Jenni


Re: i blame you (User Rating: 1 )
by hopelezz on Monday, 8th June 2009 @ 10:17:38 PM AEST
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blaming for someone and the reason of tragical life...
wow.. nice poem...

kip safe...

-hopelezz




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