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[aid] => mick
[title] => NOBODY KNOWS
[time] => 2009-06-04 20:17:04
[hometext] => I'm back from being away for a long time, these 2 yrs have been the most difficult in my life, I got disabled, heart broken, abandoned & much terrible things. Anyway I'd love to know your opinions on this one & please make sure you read my other work too.
[bodytext] => I've struggled each and everyday All through this life of mine More and more sorrows Only adding to existing ones But the truth is.... Nobody knows What it all has done to me Nobody knows How I've lived though them Nobody really knows That I've been all alone All this time, weak and scared The things I've seen I pray no one would The things I've felt I beg I don't anymore If only I had the strength in me left To fight these one-sided battles That have me defeated before they even begin It's all been useless, I'll never prevail Losing patience, losing hope I'm drained and frustrated, Tired of striving for so long But what matters is... Nobody knows That this is really not me Nobody knows How much pain I feel Nobody really knows The way I feel about myself, my life It's all a secret I skillfully hid All I ever wanted was a little comfort, peace and happiness My dreams were small, possible and certainly silly Everything I had ever wanted has been taken away Everything I had passionately loved has been destroyed Everyone I had strongly loved has hurt me deeply and left me behind But despite it all Nobody knows The ways in which I suffer Nobody knows The kinds of pains in my life Nobody truly knows The things I have to live with, The thoughts, the secrets, the hurts, the pains, the disappointments, the lies, The feelings, the past, the present, All of which I bury so well inside Nobody knows Nobody wants to know... and honestly... Nobody really... cares. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 481 [topic] => 61 [informant] => cursed_witch [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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