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[aid] => mick
[title] => Farewell my fictional love
[time] => 2009-05-30 03:07:43
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[bodytext] => It feels like a cut in me, a gash Every time I think of you Like being given a snapping lash For every memory, that was a dream come true I want to forget ever knowing you It tortures me to see you smile I know you've already forgotten me, too My happiest moments, lasted but a while I know you couldn't care any less I know you've found better, the best I know I was just to keep you busy But was any of it real to you? How about, maybe, me? I hate myself for allowing this Another tragedy, another wreck, another love amiss You crept in close, and so it is I allowed you to play me the fool in this Trying again would be bad, I agree Because now, through your lies, I finally see I was but a substitute, a way to kill time free I am worthless, naive, disposable, me These memories shall haunt me forever These 'dreams' have been quite sly You revealed the truth, they're nightmares But now its too late, time has gone by. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 218 [topic] => 75 [informant] => MissTeenSuicide [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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