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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My New Family
[time] => 2009-03-28 12:02:06
[hometext] => This is a poem I wrote When I learned I could Actually Write
[bodytext] => The leaves are still. The night is cold. The air blows right through me Like I'm not even there. Clear sky... That's what I see. It's all so very pretty. You brought me to this place... I was disgusted. Did I hate you? To a certain extent... Did I get over it? Oh! But of course! Not long after, I started loving it...Loving them! Only beacause they cared...FOR ME! They took me in! Did They have to? Nope, not at all! They believed in me! Did I believe... in ME? Nope! Will I let them all down? Yeah, Probably! Do I want to? No Not Really! Do I miss my mom? Only a little. How bad does it all hurt? So bad that it's all indescribable. So bad that it's killing me...LITERALLY! Can I help it? NO! Emotionally unstable? ME! Alot or a little? ALOT! Do I want to be? NO! Ask to leave me alone.....YES! Do I like being alone?......NO! I hate it actually! But is it better for those around me...? YES! Do I love them? More than you could EVER EVER guess! Do their opinions matter? Do I really Care, EVEN when I say I don't? Yes. Does it hurt to admit? Yeah... a little bit. [12.04.08] [comments] => 0 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 23 [informant] => Haley_Da_Rockin_Female [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FamilyPoems )
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