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[sid] => 148694
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[aid] => mick
[title] => I chose fatalism
[time] => 2009-03-25 00:14:59
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[bodytext] => now everything around me is death yet it won't come, because i'm afraid I know I'm weak god, please help me don't even try, because I know you won't Oh lord, what am i suppose to do will that yellow butterfly in nepal change my destiny? I doubt it there's no god, no nothing, just me why am i so antisocial, what happened? am i just another random event which just happen to be born on earth? just another dust particle in this infinite space i feel so bad that i want to just disappear once and for all what is the use to complain, it is what it is maybe i should just accpet what is instead of fighting it I curse you god, you did not help me! fate, i submit to you, please take me away [comments] => 0 [counter] => 196 [topic] => 32 [informant] => zforzachariah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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