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[sid] => 148522
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Trapped
[time] => 2009-03-16 14:12:45
[hometext] => Dedicated to Christopher Barchus. -K.R.Austen
[bodytext] => Can't concentrate on what I should, Lately I just can't take this, I just really wish you would, leave my mind, for some time, let me be me again, it's like I've been my enemy, never my friend. Everytime I think I've got a break, another thought sneaks up on me. It's like I'm trapped, can't get out, keep going back to fantasy. You're a phantom, I can feel you, I can hear you in my head, can feel you touch my skin, and cold sweat covers my bed. I just can't escape how perfect we were, but that was only once upon a time. It was the sweetest of dreams, just too good to last, ending as sour as lime. You're a ghost in my dreams, and as strange as it seems, I almost kind of like the pain, cause once more I can hear you, can see you, can feel you, bittersweet memory to drive me insane. Even though, now I know, who you have become now, who you were, who I loved, just won't leave me somehow. I can't give my feelings to another, keep pushing them away, friends, parents and my brother, because I just don't know what to say. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 22 [informant] => rebelkitty4life [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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