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[sid] => 148257
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Eternal Paranoia
[time] => 2009-03-01 21:40:55
[hometext] => Just a poem from when I was hurt by someone close. Hope you enjoy cuz I do everytime I read it now.
[bodytext] => To much to do, in to little time the clock becomes your enemy his touch your savior as the hands tend to pass you by his hands old you near You feel the world force itself upon you as you begin to slowly drowned in your fears He pulls you out and quiets your whimpers you cling to him and ask him to never leave he promises never to, he has set your fears at ease for now then when he leaves for a brief time the world starts to press in on you again and your delusions yells to relize this is reality you wait for his hands to pull you out but they never do and ever slowly you drowned in your paranoia as it rocks you into a restless sleep whispering that it will never hurt you that it should not be feared but embraced and when you think you have sunk to far and been dead to long a bubble appears and with it you feel something hope and realization hands wrap around you and pull you back you have been gone for a while you yell at him and hit him for letting you die and he says that he had no choice his paranoia had gotten him to let you fear reality all to much is his fear, he had to let you face it but he was always there you knew he had been there but you were to far gone and to far dead the insanity has won and you distrust everything besides the little lullaby that paranoia sings to you as you drift to your ever eternally restless sleep [comments] => 0 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 75 [informant] => Fallen_Lover [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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