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[sid] => 147919
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => never mamma's lilttle girl!!!!
[time] => 2009-02-11 19:20:56
[hometext] => there was no promise tomorrow
[bodytext] => Never was mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow Late night cries but no hugs or kisses from mamma "Just shut the ***** UP I'm trying to sleep" My broken heart will never heal, tears will remain unheard Never mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow It felt my prayer went unanswered I can't stand this hurt, this pain it's tearing me up inside Why can't my mamma understand all I needed was love and shelter and I would have been alright Every one wondering why I get high Simple to get away from this ***** UP STATE OF MIND! Never mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow All this pain in my heart making me feel INSANE When will I find myself and move forward with MY LIFE I want to leave her behind and climb to the top But I'm always wondering is she still alive Why must I feel her pain? When she don't feel mine Every day is a struggle feeling I'm out of CONTROL Never mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow Sometimes I find myself blaming me It's my felt she can't LOVE me I'm too hard to LOVE All these questions with no answers How do you let go of your past? When it's still in front of you How do just leave your mom in the dirt? Even know she did it to you How do you block it out? When you're still so scared of losing your mom Never mamma's lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow Late night wishes for mamma to open her eyes To see the light, why can't you see there's always a tomorrow Throughout my whole life I cherished each moment I heard I LOVE YOU I cherished each moment I felt your touch Never mammas lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow I don't think you realized how much I needed you I don't think you realized how much I said I HATED YOU But inside loved you to DEATH I keep this mask on my face so no one can see MY PAIN I remain silent about how much I hurt over you so no one thinks I'M WEAK Never mamma lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow MAMMA you got me confused I feel I don't deserve LOVE cause I was only showed pain I feel I don't deserve happiness cause I was only showed sadness So I will remain hoping your okay and praying for you to see another day But it's time for me to roll on and get away from this pain So as I said from the beginning never mammas lil girl, there was no promise tomorrow [comments] => 2 [counter] => 194 [topic] => 6 [informant] => roxie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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