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[bodytext] => In my head the pain is real The voices whisper and mumble Their words are unintelligable My brain is throbbing it hurts so bad I can feel them, their hands on my arms They make my flesh crawl My breath hitch, my hair stand on end I feel like I'm drowning, yet there's no water My mind is swarming, I hear them Yet no words I can make out I'm chocking on the darkness Wrapping itself around my throat Strangling me in the night The medication is supposed to help But it just numbs my whole person I can't feel, can't think I'm a machine, a puppet For me I have a choice, a painful one Feel fear and pain Or nothing at all Hear my thoughts and the mumblings of voices not my own Or hear nothing, think nothing I'm trapped in the darkness Lost in a sea of dispair Alone in an ocean of ghosts Will there ever be a cure? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 201 [topic] => 59 [informant] => desolantdreamer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => psychoticpoems )
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