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[sid] => 147804
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => end the pain
[time] => 2009-02-05 04:24:07
[hometext] => end the pain
[bodytext] => my heart stops, frozen by thoughts of suicide i wanna die, reverse time, and do what i like i want to end this, leave me alone to slit my wrists let me bleed inside, let me cry hard like this goddammit, u don't get it, i'm supposed to laugh to all the pain that's left, to everything that i had all lost, sunk deep, evaporated, they gone staring at the air, outta my mind, everything's wrong can't control myself, seizures, i throw fits screaming ***** the world cuz these people don't know ***** but let me die still, i don't want to live no more God, take away the oxygen in the air, I don't wanna breathe no more. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 184 [topic] => 54 [informant] => gutawafang [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => happypoetry )
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