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[aid] => mick
[title] => When Life Becomes Nothing
[time] => 2009-01-20 21:23:20
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[bodytext] => Today is the same as yesterday & tomorrow I guess will be the same all over again Why can't I feel the days?? Why can't I break my paper chains?? When life becomes nothing & there's nothing I can do & all my life becomes senseless waiting Flames burning inside my veins that even ice can't cool A starry night is all I live for To be noticed in a stranger's shadow is all I crave & I settle for having nothing, not wanting anything more & from myself I wish somebody can pull me, can save I scream all my spirit in a whisper That dies in my throat Not dead, but sure feels like I am & in my hand I won't let go of that suicide note Hanging between painful past & fearful future Though I hate it, I won't take off my disappearance coat My soul is long gone Leaving my body numb I hate happiness, I hate myself, I hate the sun Moments outside myself I know I'd kill for some My dead heart won't stop beating My tears so useless Everything around me is fading Except pain –by my own will- is still growing Is it the world's fault?? Or am I the reason?? Till I find the answer I'll keep on bleeding [comments] => 1 [counter] => 166 [topic] => 13 [informant] => dark_angel111 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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