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Array ( [sid] => 147506 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => poem 31 [time] => 2009-01-19 12:51:44 [hometext] => the last poem is supposed to be poem 30... I apparently have issues with numbers [bodytext] => The darkness surrounds me once again,
Enveloping me.
The cravings to harm myself,
They grow stronger,
As I slowly grow weaker.
I refuse to give in though.
I have more then enough scars,
All within,
Some still gaping wounds.
They still bleed profusely,
All over the floor.
I want no scars on the outside.
If all the scars and wounds I have,
If they were all on the outside,
I would be a monster.
Far more hideous then I already am.
I want to be pretty,
But instead I was cursed with this hideousness.
No one truly wants me,
And I cannot blame them.
Other then sex,
What am I good for?
I am a dirty whore,
A filthy slut...
A pathetic excuse for a human being.
If I can even be considered that anymore.
I am nothing more then a pleasure toy for men.
Will I ever be allowed to be more?
Sadly I know I never will.
I am doomed to a life of complete loneliness,
And I have accepted my fate.
Still,
It doesn't make it hurt any less.
Nothing feels real to me.
I feel trapped in this overwhelming darkness.
I can never truly escape.
Trapped within my disgusting personality,
I will never be free.
No matter how hard I fight,
My disgusting personality always seems to win.
Pathetic me.
And so once again,
The darkness swallows me whole. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Lady_Ravyn_Bloodstone [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
poem 31

Contributed by Lady_Ravyn_Bloodstone on Monday, 19th January 2009 @ 12:51:44 PM in AEST
Topic: DarkPoetry



The darkness surrounds me once again,
Enveloping me.
The cravings to harm myself,
They grow stronger,
As I slowly grow weaker.
I refuse to give in though.
I have more then enough scars,
All within,
Some still gaping wounds.
They still bleed profusely,
All over the floor.
I want no scars on the outside.
If all the scars and wounds I have,
If they were all on the outside,
I would be a monster.
Far more hideous then I already am.
I want to be pretty,
But instead I was cursed with this hideousness.
No one truly wants me,
And I cannot blame them.
Other then sex,
What am I good for?
I am a dirty whore,
A filthy slut...
A pathetic excuse for a human being.
If I can even be considered that anymore.
I am nothing more then a pleasure toy for men.
Will I ever be allowed to be more?
Sadly I know I never will.
I am doomed to a life of complete loneliness,
And I have accepted my fate.
Still,
It doesn't make it hurt any less.
Nothing feels real to me.
I feel trapped in this overwhelming darkness.
I can never truly escape.
Trapped within my disgusting personality,
I will never be free.
No matter how hard I fight,
My disgusting personality always seems to win.
Pathetic me.
And so once again,
The darkness swallows me whole.




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