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[sid] => 147417
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Dead inside
[time] => 2009-01-13 10:53:19
[hometext] => Comments please
[bodytext] => When it's late, when there is no light. I can see more clearly, what's really inside. Behind the mask, with my smile painted on, I see the bare me, the real me that's all. I told myself not to hate, I sweared not to cry, but I can't do it, though I tried, I tried. I thought I was ready to fight the internal war, but I had no strength to pull the trigger, only the strength to fall. I can't keep telling myself to be strong, when I know well I can't be, but I don't care to even wait, for someone to listen, someone to help me. Every night is a reminder, that I have lost myself for good, nobody can kill me now, for I'm already dead inside. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 32 [informant] => audaudaud [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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