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[aid] => mick
[title] => FLASH BACK
[time] => 2008-12-31 01:43:52
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[bodytext] => Through humiliation you push away, You're only tormenting yourself. Though I have no cause of error, I exhale and try to re-approach the problem. You can't admit what is right, confused That is what love really means. I try so hard, but I get no response. Though I don't shed tears, I hold my bottled feelings up inside of me. There is no justice here I feel forgotten. You have stripped the honor of me, and removed the crown from my empty head. All i did was care nothing more, nor less. My way is blocked, i cannot pass. Shrouding the endless path of darkness. I may never again heal from this, Maybe permanently destroyed. I just lye there, dead and lifeless. With nothing to love, my life...useless. Anger boils and burns beneath us. My desires for anything have weakened. You have killed a part of me. A part in which i will never forget. Never-the-less forgive you, For what has been done. This I will HATE YOU for… But I will always be your friend… And there and never again shall... I go through the pain and torment in which you put me through!!!! Why must I keep away? I have the knowledge of many men, Though I don't shed many secrets. My life has been hidden from my-self. I don't know who I really am n-e more. People don't know the real me!!! Everyone has been deceived. They need to know the truth,,, But the truth...... Shall remain sacred and un-revealed Moving on I feel no regret for what has happened. It is now time Time to move on with my life. The memory, is no more of you I shall never forget the good times, A friend as always... But you break the promise... TO NEVER HURT ME... again and again. Moving on for the better, FOGETTING the memories of a HURTFUL PAST!!!! Why must i exist.. If day-by-day i am hurting. I am hurting inside. Listing to what are thoughts in a empty head. Silence is every were.... No on knows........ How I feel Crying at what my life could be. I am already dying inside, If not, my soul is all ready dead. I cannot forgive what has been done, PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!! That is what will become of me... FORGIVE ME!!!! [comments] => 0 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 48 [informant] => derickkk [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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