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[sid] => 146917
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I No Longer Believe It Will Work.
[time] => 2008-12-18 16:59:20
[hometext] => At times I get so frustrated and hit a wall, and I write stuff like this. I am tired of working at this thing, I want to lay the burden down.
[bodytext] => I no longer believe it will work. Beneith the good intentions a gap does lurk. I thought I could overcome anything, I could deal with what ever she may bring. One long painful year has passed. At the end of it I think it will not last. Whatever she says, I believe not a word. Her protestions of affection go unheard. I am tired of the effort, tired of the fight. Back to England this bird must take flight. I know it will be hard, I will miss her at first, but life with her is killing my soul, it is the worst. I believed we could make a life for her here, now I have to fight myself to even have her near. To many times our goodwill, our embrace, were met with lies, backstabbing, a spit in the face. I struggled so long for a name, me to define, looked for a word or phrase for it a name to consign. To make it all work, I brought all my skills. Now I have a name, it is, "just the guy that pays the bills". [comments] => 3 [counter] => 213 [topic] => 32 [informant] => gmcse8 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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