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[sid] => 146428
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Retreat
[time] => 2008-11-21 10:44:20
[hometext] => so yeah this is something from a year ago i am in a different place now but i will post these later wow i haven't posted for ever here.. i miss you guys
[bodytext] => im so ***** tired im tired of fighting tired of struggling tired of breathing tired of my heart beating tired of life tired of hate tired of the pain tired of attacks tired of stress tired of you im ***** tired of being me i wish i had a plastic life something easy and free biggest fear in my life running away from everyone seeing me my breathing starts to shorten my hearts beats of of control my eyes swell with tears im going to lose my soul no one can help they either panic or don't give a ***** i am alone tired of talking to people tired of hearing its gonna be ok its not i know it i've seen it before felt it tasted it breathed it i can mask it but my heart is stil crushing i just sit alone and cry see my old friend start to shine the slickness of her the straightness of her the sharpness of her edge oh the beauty i just stare at her and dream about her the reliever i hear it over and over the tingles creep oh my god orgasmic death he is "the reliever" she is "the weapon" i am the "soldier" i keep marching keep running for everyone but myself so cold inside its winter then i start running running running but never gone it follows i need truth i need it god im falling deeper than ever before running running this has no floor it will just go on and on i need to stop but it just keeps going pain anger hope love wisdom death living dying running sick just let me see peace. i need it i need realese [comments] => 0 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 6 [informant] => taintedmind [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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