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[aid] => mick
[title] => When I'm Alone...
[time] => 2008-10-05 18:16:08
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[bodytext] => I don't like being alone I don't like being alone It's these times when I feel the worst It's these moments that I'm all alone with no one to talk to That I feel so ashamed of everything I've done Everything I do, every mistake I feel so lonely and afraid Lost in a foggy nightmare Where I'm stuck Strapped down and tortured just to amuse the onlookers These seconds go by like hours But inside my head these seconds tick like days When I'm alone and have time to think I'm aloud to blame myself for everything When I've got no one My world crashes down on top of me It takes everything inside of me Absolutely everything To keep myself from my vivid fantasies Fantasies of horror Sometimes when I get so lost in myself So lost in my thoughts, my cries I reach out with a limp hand, hoping someone cares I don't always get a reaction Those times when there's no one willing And I'm just not strong enough I decide to find a source to unleash the feelings I decide to excuse myself from my self caused pain Pain I carry from other people Pain left over from recent times I decide to make a new friend Get reacquainted to an old friend A friend that loves to watch me bleed Loves to make me bleed I don't like to be alone The times when I'm alone are the worst No ones there Silent, except for the hum that's blocked from my mind I don't like to be alone [comments] => 1 [counter] => 318 [topic] => 48 [informant] => the_unknown [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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