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[sid] => 145113
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => ** My Reflection **
[time] => 2008-09-12 08:33:10
[hometext] => Have ever woke up not knowing who you've become???!!
[bodytext] => i was washing my face when i looked up at the mirror it was like i'm staring at empty space then i leaned to get nearer but my own reflection frightened me & i couldn't but drop a tear the emptiness in her eyes confused me staring & restless ,they wondered me i don't know who that is ,but it can't be me all this time i saw right through her never thought that could ever be & now she's haunting me i can see her aching to be free could this really have happened could this world have changed me & all this time was pretend , how could it be?? how did i become this life-chasing liar how could i have sunk this low how did i change my blood, my soul, my desires how did i leave her & go??? trading kindness for greed trading smiles for sensless laughter guilty hungers i can never feed shouldn't have let go though it was getting harder how did i lose her, how did i lose me when did i stop fighting for what's just & fair when did i become this, when did my heart freeze?? even my soul rejected me & left me unborn even my eyes can't see but i'm not gonna sit at the corner & mourn i'm gonna return to me i'll become who i wanted to be even if it means starting from bottom even if i had to crawl even if i ended up forgotten even if i was pushed again to fall mark my words i'll return to my reflection & my heart won't be locked or ignored i will only listen to my soul's direction next time i look at the mirror it will be clearer & i will see me [comments] => 3 [counter] => 235 [topic] => 61 [informant] => dark_angel111 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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