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[aid] => mick
[title] => full or empty.
[time] => 2008-08-25 04:58:19
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[bodytext] => trying to escape it, trying to keep my head, its ready to explode. looking for something to hold onto, all i find is the empty air. frustration pounds even harder than the headache. everything happends for a reason you say? emptiness never serves a purpose. nevativity swallows my mind whole. from living the perfect ideal of my life to this. theres no reason to feel to esxist. trying to find passtime. it only makes my time worse. tears dont come i feel too cold for that. i wish i could run, but my body is just as sick as everything else going on. teeth grinding, eyes dry enough to bleed. something take me away, i tell you emptiness isn't the way. always i've lived full, why now is it empty? food cant stay down, weight cant stay on. a smile wont linger, i cant even enjoy my favorite song. im snapping at my family, and blowing off friends. when can this end. picking up habits that shouldn't be mine. feeling the closest thing to a feelin is from wine. i just want to go home, be back in someones arms. i tell you, emptiness is never the wayy. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 154 [topic] => 21 [informant] => thengirl75 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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