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[sid] => 143974
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Sanity's mask is sliping
[time] => 2008-07-17 21:06:33
[hometext] => i believe poetry to be songs without music. so i wrote a song which hasnt got music with it =]
[bodytext] => The wholeness once felt has become incomplete What must i do for you to feel my heart beat This mask of happiness behind I must hide Just to shadow my true feelings which lie inside I cannot think I can only sink Deeper in my despair Is anyone there? Can no one hear my pleas for joy? What if my life is now and anti-ploy? Trudging through each long numb day I watch my life slowly fade away Each day, when night time must fall I sit alone in my room continuing to ball I think about all the tearing apart and lies I begin to wonder if anyone would care if this girl dies I cannot think I can only sink Deeper in my despair Is anyone there? Can no one hear my pleas for joy? What if my life is now and anti-ploy? My decision is final, no one would miss me A cold bath is run and i think this is the key Lowering my body into the cold My arms weaken and fold Full deep breaths of air enter my lungs Releasing the last breath, finally happiness has sprung I cannot think I can only sink Deeper in my despair Is anyone there? Can no one hear my pleas for joy? What if my life is now and anti-ploy? A persons face flashes through my mind It is handsome, gentle and kind My chest starts to rise and fall again As i wake from the nightmare of watery pain M body fills with a great relief To know that the one i love has stopped my grief A new life in this shell shall begin With the one i love without a sin. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 219 [topic] => 72 [informant] => Tashy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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