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[aid] => mick
[title] => End Of My Rope.
[time] => 2008-07-03 00:50:59
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[bodytext] => It seems I'm damned if I do Damned if I don't So I keep on trying Because I know that you won't But I'm at the end of my rope I can no longer find ways to cope With the anger and frustration And the pain you inflict with no explanation The mistreatment and misuse Lack of respect and constant abuse It's really beginning to take its toll I can feel the anger building in my soul Another year older Another year colder Progression turned to aggression Leading to severe depression And a sick obsession I fell in love with the sadness Filled with supressed madness I'm beginning to erode I'm about to explode I'm a living wreck Standing on a chair with a rope around my neck I can't take it anymore Staring at photos of us scattered along the floor Please, I'm telling you I can't take it anymore I tried to hold on Did my best to be strong Eventhough you were gone I stayed true all along And look at where it got me? You might as well have picked up a gun Pointed it to my heart and shot me I'd be better off than I am right now Because ever since you left Each and every breath was like a slow death I could feel myself dying But yet I kept on trying Trying to save the love between you and me Can't you see... I've always known it was worth fighting for I just can't take it anymore And anything worth fighting for Is worth dying for I've lost all hope I'm at the end... End of my rope. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 201 [topic] => 32 [informant] => bleedthelove [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 19 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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