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[aid] => mick
[title] => fuqidol!
[time] => 2008-05-20 23:31:24
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[bodytext] => I'm tired of these games… And the drama it creates.. Listen to someone whine.. Or better yet.. You find yourself in a bind… Without the time.. ..it's not kind.. ..fun it can be .. ..but not always believe me.. And for the Pick up lines.. ..tired of compliments and the sincerity .. ..the your special to me.. ..never met anyone like me.. ..please.. I thank you for the compliment.. ..I've heard.. I remember.. Now let it be.. Now, what is love anyway.. A gesture that you care.. That your there.. Can anyone explain what it takes to care.. What it is to be there… Love often mistaken for lust.. Lust often mistaken for love.. Trust being lost… What is there .. What does it entail.. Love as an addiction.. ..addicted to someone caring… ..addicted to someone bearing the burden of your wants… ..your moments of need… Love as a need.. ..so many whom lost love within themselves… ..so many who need the attention and care … to simply be aware.. ..love yourself .. You are all you need.. Trust me. Trust is given.. Trust is lost.. Trust is mistaken .. .. For a winners cost.. Yes winners cost.. (now I'm not explaining that one… figure it out; there are many ways to interpret that) Funny, where do you find love… tell me that… Does love just find you.. Does love ever come back.. What is love.. And if it finds you.. How do you know it is true.. Simple questions everyone should ask.. Ask themselves and the ones they love.. I don't try to find love.. I'm not looking… And a heads up.. I try to hide.. I even push… Do I want to be loved.. Who doesn't.. .. Truthfully I don't want to love.. Because I am all about love.. ..and it is the last thing I need at this time in my life.. Maybe it is.. Because I know I can find the time.. But then again.. My time is precious to me .. Especially right now.. … I'm the type to let things be.. To chill relax and let it ride.. .. But I'm sorry .. I really don't have the time for the added things that follow down that line.. I just don't want to get caught up.. And especially fall behind… Uh! .. Ah! … I need a moment.. Huh. I'm having a moment… funny… What is important.. What really is important .. In your life.. In what it takes to make you smile… that is the question.. Because to me.. Keeping a smile on my face.. And being able to do so while keeping a smile on your face.. Is all that is important to me.. No matter who you are to me.. Trust that if anyone, no matter to what extent I care for them and feel an attachment to.. Trust that if they no longer want me around, that I will give them what they need.. The thing about me is that no one knows to what extent I will go to please them.. But then again no one knows when to stop taking that for granted.. blah blah blah.. i need some fuqidol... goodnight. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 243 [topic] => 43 [informant] => jillian_phan [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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