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[aid] => mick
[title] => Free of It
[time] => 2008-05-06 09:45:23
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[bodytext] => There is something inside this body, Eating away, ripping apart everything badly. I hate it, yet I love it with all my heart. It had a mind of its own, tearing me apart. I want it to known, but it won’t let me tell. Fills me up with fear until I can’t breathe; but it won’t let me yell. I open up my mouth to confess, But it steals away my voice before I can get out what I want to express. There is something inside of me, Something no one can see. I want it to known, So that for my sins, I can atone. But it won’t let me; it has so much power. I have an eating disorder. And I am afraid to tell someone, for that would I mean I’m a failure. I couldn’t fight it on my own, And I want it to be known. But someone needs to put it in its place, Tell it that me, it can no longer embrace. I want to be free of it, For my once clear path has been unlit. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 166 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Bubbles02 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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