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[sid] => 142045
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Should I Do it?
[time] => 2008-05-01 10:42:24
[hometext] => this is actually what i was saying in my head like 30 mins ago
[bodytext] => I hold in my hands the piece That has separated me from reality I take it in my hands and ask What should I do with this memory shall I throw it away and watch it run Or should I use it although it’s not an option I like to hold the metal in my hands I have no control and then I feel the sliver Hoping that I will be able to stay asleep Wanting to know what will happen to me I think of my past and I shudder The flower has bloomed, but there is no sunlight There is no water, there is no earth No matter how hard I try there is no Me Maybe I should just do it Don’t you understand what it feels like to have one action Take you back into your insanity Dreampt about it last night Couldn’t shake the thoughts Wanted to know what it felt like I have missed it long enough But then I look at my hands and I think no Although my veins are on fire And the blood is trickling I must stay strong I miss hold on I can’t escape the feeling I might as well take it on [comments] => 1 [counter] => 281 [topic] => 72 [informant] => juliestevens18 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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