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[aid] => mick
[title] => Fake Happiness
[time] => 2008-03-28 19:28:41
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[bodytext] => Beginning every morning in a false sense of happiness erased by the sudden reality of things around me finally wears me down. I am now this thing on earth not human or living yet a thing meant to only know pain and suffering and not to know how it feels to have the only thing you have always wanted.......love. When I think about her and my feelings toward her an immense amount of anxiety and depression rush over me. Without even realizing it I am making myself enter a world of darkness brought on by my need to be loved. I am not afraid to be alone, I'm just afraid of never knowing what its like to not be alone. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 2 [informant] => brock32 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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