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[aid] => mick
[title] => It started with a diet..
[time] => 2008-03-20 14:55:20
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[bodytext] => It all started with a diet... A simple thing kick started this whole mess I knew exactly what I had to do So I started eating less and less The whole process started getting easier My eating had almost completely stopped I knew this wasn't the way to do it But I couldnt believe all the weight that I had dropped Soo I figured I'd keep going... Its not like my parents would ever see I had so many excuses And"eating with my friends" covered up for me So time progressed, as weeks went by I came to be almost slightly happy with my weight And food became so gross to see That I just stopped and never ate But then things started getting harder I started feeling sick and tired all the time And I always had to play it off And tell my friends and parents that I'm fine Then my parents started getting angry Saying that..." I never ate with them" So every once in a while I would eat dinner But then I would have to go throw it up again This whole thing became a problem That I knew I couldn't handle anymore I knew it wasn't good that I Spent soo much time sitting on my bathroom floor If you had asked me when this all started If this was where I thought I'd be I honestly never though in a million years That something like this would ever happen to me But I guess it did and here I am But I truly have no idea how... I guess the real question here is What should I do now? [comments] => 3 [counter] => 197 [topic] => 61 [informant] => jazzyfizzle [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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