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Array ( [sid] => 140790 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Changing Isn't Always Good [time] => 2008-03-05 15:15:05 [hometext] => I'd like to thank Bri and Michelle for helping me with many things in life. Particularly the most recent, without them I'd still not of been able to fix it. Thank you for the advise, thank you for making me make the right decision [bodytext] => Watching myself change
I'm an onlooker to my own life
I don't know what's happening
I don't know what I'm doing
I'm changing and I can't stop it
I'm making decisions that aren't right
And I know it

I'm an outsider
I see myself
Hear myself
Sometimes I'm wondering why
Why did I just say that,
do that?

I can't stop myself
Even if I tell myself

I'm scared one day I'll look at my life
And wonder how it got so bad
How I got to where I was
I'm scared that I won't be able to take control of my own life
Scared everything will go wrong

Why am I changing?
Why can't I seem to choose?
What is this? Who am I?
I don't even know anymore
I wish someone could help me
Save me from myself

I wish I was the old me
I don't like the new me
Why did I change?
Why am I changing?
I don't like this...

Change is not always good
Look where it's gotten me
Stuck as an onlooker
Unable to save myself from myself
I'm my own worst enemy
And all I can do is sit back and watch
Criticize every detail
Point out everything that is wrong
Tell myself how to fix it all (only I know I'm not paying attention to my own advise) [comments] => 3 [counter] => 193 [topic] => 43 [informant] => The_Unknown [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 14 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
Changing Isn't Always Good

Contributed by The_Unknown on Wednesday, 5th March 2008 @ 03:15:05 PM in AEST
Topic: oops



Watching myself change
I'm an onlooker to my own life
I don't know what's happening
I don't know what I'm doing
I'm changing and I can't stop it
I'm making decisions that aren't right
And I know it

I'm an outsider
I see myself
Hear myself
Sometimes I'm wondering why
Why did I just say that,
do that?

I can't stop myself
Even if I tell myself

I'm scared one day I'll look at my life
And wonder how it got so bad
How I got to where I was
I'm scared that I won't be able to take control of my own life
Scared everything will go wrong

Why am I changing?
Why can't I seem to choose?
What is this? Who am I?
I don't even know anymore
I wish someone could help me
Save me from myself

I wish I was the old me
I don't like the new me
Why did I change?
Why am I changing?
I don't like this...

Change is not always good
Look where it's gotten me
Stuck as an onlooker
Unable to save myself from myself
I'm my own worst enemy
And all I can do is sit back and watch
Criticize every detail
Point out everything that is wrong
Tell myself how to fix it all (only I know I'm not paying attention to my own advise)




Copyright © The_Unknown ... [ 2008-03-05 15:15:05]
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Re: Changing Isn't Always Good (User Rating: 1 )
by shelby on Wednesday, 5th March 2008 @ 03:33:16 PM AEST
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I can feel you in this all the way through. We all go through these feelings, I do and have been of late as well......... Go with the flow my dear....... baby steps...

Loved the poem

Huggers

Michelle


Re: Changing Isn't Always Good (User Rating: 1 )
by emystar on Wednesday, 5th March 2008 @ 04:10:23 PM AEST
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Shelby got it right.
beautifull work and please take it easy on yourself.
Big huggs,
emy


Re: Changing Isn't Always Good (User Rating: 1 )
by brew on Thursday, 6th March 2008 @ 01:49:09 PM AEST
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We all go down the left path..but change and go the right ,...One....Its part of life. Learning ,yet challenging,,,,and not worth venturing.


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