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[sid] => 140732
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Decision
[time] => 2008-03-02 21:44:35
[hometext] => I know its short, and its not as good as it could be. but i am going thru a really hard time, and this is just real. Its how i feel in this moment. Thank you for reading
[bodytext] => I love/hate this feeling, Sitting here filled with shame, Holding razor blades, Contemplateing my next move, It always makes me feel better, thrity minutes later i am thinking 'what have i done?' Sometimes i wish i could run away from all the people and the hate, Everyone asking me 'why do you have to be this way' Standing in a room full of people, Screaming at the top of you lungs and no one hears you, So cliche, but its true! I just feel so lost can someone, please tell me what to do? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 207 [topic] => 48 [informant] => SkippysAm0r0n123 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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