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[aid] => mick
[title] => I never hated you
[time] => 2008-02-28 15:41:45
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[bodytext] => Did you ever realize what you've done to me I don't think I even knew how you'd affect me Holding on to the past, I fought with myself "It would end painfully, I would be broken again" I told myself over and over again As if those words would make the feeling go away But looking back now, I chuckle at my foolishness You can't stop loving someone, and can't choose who you love A sad fact I've lived first hand You're sitting next to me, looking down at your hands I know what's coming, I can see it in your face Smiling sadly up at you, I nod my head in solumn understanding My heart had long since broken in two Way back when I saw him you with her, so long ago A secret crush, I hoped, I wanted to believe That you'd get over it soon enough But wanting and hoping never saved the world And it sure never solved any problems I hope you're happy living with her And I don't hate you When you walked out of the door, to find her waiting in the truck I take one last fleeting glance at you And shut the door softly, empty inside "I don't hate you" I whisper as the tears come I cock the gun and smile, watching you out the window Smiling at her in the truck, pulling out of my drive "I never hated you" bang [comments] => 1 [counter] => 251 [topic] => 36 [informant] => desolantdreamer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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